Sick

Back from a fun-filled weekend in Laughlin, and now I am sick as a dog, blah. Losing my voice, coughing, headache, etc etc. I hope I get better because school starts MONDAY. yikes, cant believe the summer is over already!! I am excited to start, but not at the same time. The next 9 months are going to be crazy, school every week, with 2 weeks off around christmas, all the way up through May. I am excited, because after May I only have half a semester left, but I just know this is going to be a tough few months!

My cell phone broke in Laughlin, now it wont even turn on. On my list of 'to do's' before Monday. I hate to do lists.

Wedding plans kinda at a stand still, I honestly have planned out everything, the dress, the tuxes, the bridesmaids dresses, the cake place, the site, the catering, the centerpieces, the flowers, etc etc...my countless hours on the knot paid off I guess. Of course my mind could always change, but as of now, its just waiting. I hate waiting. I hate that when people ask when our wedding is and I say 2008 its like its not important because its "so far" away. It drives me crazy. I know it IS far away, and a longer engagment than most, but still, it doesnt make it any less important. I just cant wait for January 2008, I will be graduated and be an RN, and be finalizing the wedding that will be May 17, 2008.

We talked with Michaels parents in Laughlin this weekend, and we are going to start looking for a house in October 2007. We want to have one before I graduate, even if it means living apart for a couple months. The market isnt going to go down anytime soon, so the sooner we buy the better. Now I am especially excited because my girlfriend Erin will be moving there in the next couple of months. Now I will have someone I know other than Michaels parents and sister to hang out with and scrap with! I am so excited to start my life with Michael in Arizona, to us, Arizona is a way of making our dreams a reality (buying a home, starting a family, buying a boat, etc etc). Here in California they are all just dreams and its all they will ever be. It was so cute, this past weekend Michael kept suggesting names for our future children. So far we have for a boy Mathew (matty for short), Mason, and Brayden. For a girl its Hadley, Olivia, Brooklyn, and Paige. Of course 7 kids is just out of the question, but its nice to talk about it, makes it seem not SO far away.

Got this for Aprils blog and thought it was cute.

I WANT: to be done with nursing school already
I HAVE: a cough and sore throat, and it really sucks
I WISH: I had a million dollars
I HATE: driving next to big rigs on the freeway
I MISS: my sister
I HEAR: my laptop
I WONDER: how many kids Michael and I will have
I REGRET: nothing. I wouldnt be who I am if my life hadnt been the way it was. (ok, maybe I regret some nights I got way drunker than I should have, but thats about it)
I AM NOT: as patient as I should be
I DANCE: when I want to make Michael laugh
I SING: In the car, at the top of my lungs, and I pretend I am good
I CRY: when I am emotional
I AM NOT ALWAYS: as sweet as I should be to Michael
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: SCRAPBOOKS
I WRITE: when I have to, I would rather type
I CONFUSE: ?
I NEED: to go to the college and run my errands
I SHOULD: do the things I need to do, lol
I START: school next monday
I FINISH: nursing school December 2007
I TAG: anyone reading this


Thats all for now, off to take some cough medicine and a NAP!